MY GOD!!!
What the hell am I thinking!!!
Of course I got rejected!
That's what always happens to me!
What now?
I'm too embarrassed to talk to her
good thing I don't see her as much...
this wil probably mean the end of our friendship
but i knew that was gonna happen eventually
they always do
i have no one to talk to
i have no one to console me
and help me feel better...
but i guess its up to me to do that
well goodbye everyone...you won't see me for awhile
cause I'm gonna confide myself to my head ,school and anything that does not relate to people
because really I'd rather not be around them
im done with it...and girls!
why do I even try...
either I like them & they don't like me back
or just consider me their friend which is a load of crap!
or they like me but I fuck it up some how
so either way I'm screwed and gonna be alone
well had to get my thoughts into some type of writing so it doesn't eat me inside
thank you for reading...goodbye.